http://www.girlschase.com/content/why-does-learning-something-new-suck-so-much

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"We suffer through this SUCKING phase, because we CRAVE authenticity. We crave it so much we will be FAKE to get it. And we will discard every single trait that makes us trust ourselves with success, because we need to REALLY FEEL it.

Feeling things, authentically and deeply, is truly upsetting, animalistic, frightening. And KNOWING you need to FEEL things is even more frightening.

Part of why learnin...

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    The light will always shine when you come from your highest self.
    Shine on.:)))

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      Dealing with a dose of #perfectionism!

      Ran the corporate challenge in 21:42 yesterday. Great time, 177th place out of 25k, 6:12 min miles. And yet I was/am bummed that I didn't beat last year. Unrealistic expectations mixed with poor race strategy? (did the first mile in 5:20 and struggled afterwards.)

      Either way - I'm reminding myself that I've come a long way since having to re-train my leg to walk, let alone run. And the doctors weren't expecting me to be close to my former level until a...

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        Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails.
        Explore. Dream. Discover.
        ~Mark Twain~

        Probably a quite I look at most every day. It is one of my favourites. Set it as a reminder to myself.

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          My whole life I've had the pattern of immediately thriving in regards to pretty much anything I've ever put my hand to...

          and then quitting; because I've no solid reason to stick with it.

          There are two things I need to do:
          + Develop [strength]... in order to be able to harness my [raw power]*
          + Figure out what outcome/s i truly desire... and focus said power accordingly

          It is my theory that there is a huge difference between [raw power] and [strength]:
          + [Raw power] is indicative of poten...

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